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“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.” ― Stephen Chbosky
We must not expect happiness. It is not something we deserve. When life goes well, it is a sudden gift; it cannot last forever.

9.30.2012

In September

the first cool nights came, then the days were cool and the leaves on the trees in the park began to turn color and we knew the summer was gone. 

Ernest Hemingway

9.29.2012

“Good morning, Pooh Bear,”

said Eeyore gloomily.
 “If it is a good morning,” he said.
“Which I doubt,” said he.

9.25.2012

Ci sono le coppie storiche,

belle da morire. Ci sono i ragazzini annoiati che si “amano” dopo una settimana. 
Ninfomani che scopano coi puttanieri. Amori che sbocciano all’improvviso. Ci sono i fidanzatini possessivi che si incatenano l’un l’altro fino ad odiarsi. Ci sono i coniugi insofferenti. Gli amanti teneri e sognatori. E poi ci siamo noi. Dove, di preciso, non si sa. 

The Haunted

What if

I came to the end of my life and realized that I’d spent every day watching for a man who would never come to me?

Memoirs of a Geisha

9.23.2012

Lo spirito come l'acqua

水の心
Mizu no kokoro

Spiegazione: Colui che è saggio vive con la semplicità dell' acqua. Questa non si inchina a nessuno, oppure permane immutabile ed eterna. Si adegua ad ogni recipiente senza sminuirsi di valore, con il freddo si indurisce come il diamante. E' fragile ed impetuosa, utile ed armoniosa. Porta con se la linfa vitale del divenire, senza superbia nè vanità.

Proverbio Giapponese

9.20.2012

...


“Voglio guardarti mentre ti spogli”
 “Ma sono già nuda!”
 “Togliti anche la paura di amarmi, ma lentamente”


So che la tristezza è amplificata alla notte,

per questo non faccio follie.
Per questo non mando messaggi di cui posso pentirmi, e preferisco parlare tra me e me. So che domani mattina, starò meglio.
So che passa.
So che sono momenti.
Ma so che la notte non è più un momento molto felice.
So che soffro ancora per chi mi ha tradita, anche se di giorno la liquido con “era un coglione“.

What takes place inside the chrysalis, after it has formed?

What is happening inside the chrysalid actually begins inside the caterpillar when it's full grown. There are hormonal changes taking place inside the 5th instar caterpillar. It loses all interest in feeding, starts wandering around and then spins a little silk pad. The silk pad is spun on the underside of a leaf, or the underside of a plant, and then the caterpillar turns around and grabs that silk pad with its hind legs which have little hooks on them. Once those hooks are in that little silk pad the caterpillar drops down and it's beginning to change its form now. In fact, that's exactly what the word "metamorphosis" means: "changing" its "form."

What is happening is a biological miracle going on inside that caterpillar. Enzymes are being released that digest all the caterpillar tissue, so that the caterpillar is being converted into a rich culture medium.

Inside the caterpillar are several sets of little cells that are in different parts of the body and they're called "imaginal disks." These are really like little groups of embryonic cells. And as soon as the metamorphosis gets going and as that chrysalid forms the skin is shed off the larva, and now the larva has turned into a chrysalid. These little cells start growing like crazy. And one imaginal disk will become a wing (so there are at least 4 imaginal disks because there are 4 wings in the butterfly). There are imaginal disks that form the legs, the antennae and all the organs of the adult butterfly.

And so inside that chrysalis, during the first 3-4 days is literally a bag of rich fluid media that these cells are growing on. And so the transformation of metamorphosis goes. Nothing likes this happens in vertebrates — ever. It's a phenomenon of insects and it truly is a miraculous biological process of transformation.
These little groups of cells that start developing very early in the caterpillar's life but then they stall, and so they're just in there waiting, and they don't start growing until the very end of the 5th instar (the last caterpillar stage). Then they start growing really rapidly and differentiating into the different tissues, so that literally the entire internal contents of the caterpillar — the muscles, the entire digestive system, even the heart, even the nervous system — is totally rebuilt. It's like you took your car, you took a Ford into the shop and left it there for a week and it came out as a Cadillac.

During the development of the adult, the chrysalsid loses nearly half of its weight. If you were to weigh a chrysalid 3 days after it formed, and then weigh the adult about 24 hours after it emerges, it would have lost nearly half its weight. This shows that the process of metamorphosis consumes a tremendous amount of energy. (Some of the weight would be water, of course.) During whole time it's a chrysalis it can't excrete or defecate, so all of the waste products accumulate. You may have noticed a reddish-colored liquid under the adult after it emerges. This is the nitrogenous waste that has accumulated the whole time during metamorphosis.